I don’t know.
You are the reason why I don’t write much about my past in here as much as i should in here. It just hurts a lot when you just stood there looking at it without doing anything, it was the first time I came across this and I never had the idea of how to shield myself and not getting hurt because all I think of is you. I have finally grow up a lot more than I’ve expected after that situation and learning how to speak up for myself even though it is a little too late right now. Everything seems really hilarious to me now, how they tried to use you to make me feel stupid, how they tried their best to get your attention. To be honest, I think they’ve gotten their karma. No offence, we are cool.
Everything still hurts now. I have tried to convince myself that everything is alright but it really isn’t.
I am a little confused about our current actual status though for now i supposed I am still trying not to say things that is rather stupid to you and you have been trying your best to reply me.
