Goodbye, 26th May 2009.
I can feel my heart ache so badly when I saw you. This time round, it wasn’t because I was upset that I am no longer in your life anymore but it was because you changed so much that it really gross the hell out of me.. You talk like one of your new loser friend which sound really disgusting, even they said so.
I actually thought you were better than wonderboy and his friend because at least you take something seriously but.. whatever. I have no idea how am I going to write it down. You know, you don’t have to come to my journal to see if I actually still write about you because the answer will be no, not anymore. I still can’t describe you right now, disgusting? Gross? I don’t know.
Ugh