August 2009
3 posts
“Love of my life. I’d love to keep you with me.”
– <3
“You are alway dreaming of being them, someone who is amazing. But do you know...”
July 2009
4 posts
Being myself.
Today I went out with my friends, Sharmilah, Noreen and Sonia. There was supposed to be more people joining us but apparently no. Catch Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince for the second time and it was still greaat. But someone fell asleep throughout the whole movie and she slept so soundly. Oh my god. Haha. Dine at Breeks and the chicken was so goood.
The day didn’t go as planned, it...
Still messed up.
My thoughts are still pretty messed up, I am not sure if I am supposed to continue to dream of meeting people I will never have the chance to meet. And on the other hand, I am not really a good friend. Sometimes, I thought making friend is simple but then it became complicated and make me lose two friends. But now, is making friend simple or not as simple as I thought it is?
All I know is that I...
“Live your life, you only live once.”
It is optional to have a title.
I have retreated into my own thinking and trying to sort things out myself. Everything is so jumbled up all of a sudden, I am nearly speechless and it actually brings me down. For the past few days, too many things amazed me in different way which lead me to a situation I have never be in before. It makes me think a lot about life actually. Heres just a bit of what I have been up to.
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June 2009
7 posts
“It is 12th June, I think I’ve forgotten something important but just...”
May 2009
21 posts
Goodbye, 26th May 2009.
I can feel my heart ache so badly when I saw you. This time round, it wasn’t because I was upset that I am no longer in your life anymore but it was because you changed so much that it really gross the hell out of me.. You talk like one of your new loser friend which sound really disgusting, even they said so.
I actually thought you were better than wonderboy and his friend because at least...
We are not meant to be.
Is still full of nonsense when talking to someone.
Have to listen to favourite song every morning.
And sing along “Run baby run, don’t ever look back.” hehehe.
Haven’t been sleeping well lately.
Facebook refuse to let me upload pictures.
Our conservation felt like a dream yesterday or maybe it is.
Told you I haven’t been sleeping well.
Feel like I have...
“How do I stop you from making my heart beat faster.”
– I bet she is beautiful, the girl you talk about
“Your smile makes my heart beat faster.”
The darkest night you shine in them.
Thank you for making me smile. Sometimes, I get really comfortable with you that I forgot you are not him.
It hurts pretty much actually when we are not able to get any closer. I didn’t know who you were at the beginning, I only know your smile makes my heart beat faster. If only you’re not more than an average person and not what you are right now,
I’d love you with all my...
“Bye, thanks for making me smile.”
I told zikar about it and that moment, I just want...
“My heart will ache if I allow myself to fall deeper.”
“I think I like you and I hope it is just a crush, because I know that is it...”
April 2009
14 posts
Harieth sent this to me, he wants me to listen to...
“What if feelings never fade?”
“You > My dreams. why.”
You DGAF, you don't give a damn fuck.
WatchIt’s almost two years without you in my life. I miss you, I miss you and me.
“I packed all the promised forever into a box and soon, I will forget about you.”
“My msn display name, in another word parrot.”
I like this more than any other conversation we...
Zann: Hey
Dferber: Yes?
Zann: Nothing.
I don't know.
You are the reason why I don’t write much about my past in here as much as i should in here. It just hurts a lot when you just stood there looking at it without doing anything, it was the first time I came across this and I never had the idea of how to shield myself and not getting hurt because all I think of is you. I have finally grow up a lot more than I’ve expected after that situation and...
March 2009
27 posts
“What’s worse than being blindly in love with a guy and not seeing him for what...”